“. . . choosing rather to endure ill-treatment with the people of God than to enjoy the passing pleasures of sin” (Hebrews 11:25)
In the second book of Confessions, Augustine spends much time thinking of an adolescent act of joining his friends to steal a neighbor’s pears. The truth was the pears weren’t any good. They were fit only for pigs. Augustine already owned pears that were much better for eating. He realized that the love for the sin itself was what drove him. The draw was to commit an act of omnipotence. This sin was attractive because he could imitate God by choosing an act of power. The reality, of course, is that this act of sin left him with nothing – worthless pears. Sin always gives this same illusion. We are attracted to it because we think that in making our choice, we can do a better job of meeting our own needs and getting what we really want. In reality, sin leads us to a room that we discover, to our dismay, is empty.